It’s absolutely crazy how people come out of your life and one more person comes in.
Crazy…
And it’s ALWAYS someone so much better than that person that just walked out.
Hurry up and choose what you want before I move on to someone else, because once i move onto someone else you’re going to be crawling back to me, but I will already be moved on…So then It’s all going to be YOUR LOSS!! sorry (; I’ll already be moved on to bigger and better things.
“You can or you can’t, can’t. Be a man, be a man, man. No more. No more, baby I’ma do right.”
pain changes people.
It may be hard to let go, but it’s time to give myself a chance to find complete happiness.
pain is only temporary.
I believe in second chances. but that’s all when it comes to relationships.
we all hope our first loves would last. I know you loved me, but you loved getting attention from other girls and weed more.
I deserve so much more than that.
“when you love someone, and they break your heart, don’t give up on love. have faith. restart.”
love will come. be patient.
“patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet”
So for now it’s me, myself & I plus all the amazing people around me that keep me strong. I’m focusing on my goals and future life.
“wherever you are, whenever it’s right, you’ll come out of nowhere and into my life.”
anything is possible. expect the unexpected.
This week was probably the hardest week of my life. But I trust in God, that he only takes people out of my life for a reason, and put new people in my life for another. I also realize sometimes its important to focus on yourself, and to Be you, and be independent. The most amazing women are the one’s that don’t need a man to complete her, she’s content with herself. I want to get to that. It’s my goal. I know you’renot worth it. I become the most religious in the toughest situations. “For I know the plans I have for You, “declares the Lord,”plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future” Jeremiah 29:11. My favorite verse that means the absolutely the world to me. Time to focus on me. Time to live my life, and not make boys the most important thing. I’ve been doing that way to much. I can’t wait for the day to get married though and be with that one person i truly love and care about, that treats me amazing. I can hope for the future that I will have a beautiful marriage like my parents. Time to focus on family, time to focus on school, time to focus on my future, set high goals, get a job, follow my dreams. We can’t find the ones that we are the most compatible with they come to us, through things we love, or simple things we are interested in. Time to hang out with my best friends and my family. To built strong relationships, with them. They are my support system. People come out of our lives for only a reason, and its going to hurt us, but it’s Life and sometimes we have to deal with it. Time not to really care about you, time to act the way you’re acting towards me, time to just not to give a fuck. Time to really put you’re head up high but sometimes just you’re middle finger up even higher, and not to give, about anything, besides what’s important to you and about the people who actually care about me and want the best for me. It’s time to stand tall, and be strong because Life is definitely not easy. Time to be the happiest person ever without you, because I don’t have to be mistreated anymore, and its better this way.
Time to go out in the world and follow my dreams, and not to have any worries, and to have people come to me, but now just to have time for me, and not even realize you’re existence and maybe act that I have no clue who you are, and that I don’t even know you. Time to scratch you out of my mind to throw it in a trash can. Nothing matters, nothing ever did. I am Done. Time to be happy. I deserve to be happy. I deserve it. You Only Live Once, and every time you waste not being happy is another minute or second wasted. Life is Fragile, don’t keep thinking about or getting all caught up with the bad.
“Sometimes though when you’re a teenager though everything feels like the end of the world but it’s not It’s just the beginning” , Time To Live. (:
This one quote caught my eye from a story I read for school
The story is called “Taking It” by Leonard Kriegel
In the story it talks about how this man has Polio and how he tries to overcome it since it is not something you can conquer and get rid of.
But in his power he does everything to make himself a stronger, making him a Real Man an AMERICAN MAN, fighting his Disease.
“Still I remain an American man. If i know where I’m going, I know, too, where I have been. Best of all, I know the price I have paid. A man endures his diseases until he recognizes in them his vanity. He can’t take it, but he takes it. Once, I relished my ability to take it. Now i find myself wishing that taking it were easier. In such quiet surrenders do we American men call it quits with our diseases.”
It’s absolutely insane how this one quote can compare so much to my life. I don’t have polio, nor do I have any type of disease. But I have dealt with Dyslexia, ADD, and much more difficulties dealing with school work I cannot name on the top of my head right now. I am a true American because I am a Fighter, and I don’t give up. I try my hardest to succeed, I maintain goals, and I try to follow all my dreams. Being an American, is about trying and failing, and after still getting back up again and going at it, but never loosing motivation. America has showed dedication, strength. We are a country that gets back up from a big setback like 9/11 and we stand up tall each day. We are the country of where during that day we became not just people, but we became a family. We helped out people that we didn’t even know, we felt their pain, their agony, and we comforted them. America is truly an amazing country, with such amazing and motivated people that want to strive for their goals and dreams. I am proud to call myself an American, I am proud to call myself an American Woman, that is strong enough to go through anything I am possibly going through, and to try and conqueror as much as possible, even if I have to deal with it for the rest of my life. No one said this life was easy, they just said it would be worth it. Why live an easy life? You don’t get anything out of it. You become a better person through the struggles you go through, and the way you handle your battles so sufficiently is also why we become better people on the inside and out. Smile everyday, because everyday is a Gift from God. God gave us obstacles we have to go through, they’re a challenge but everyone one of us can finish them. We all can get through anything if we set ourselves with a high goal and follow it. Anything can be done, with just a little push. I push harder everyday to succeed, and just to live my life happy. The best things in life is some laughter and a couple smiles, and sometimes its even better to brighten other peoples days with those smiles. So everyone smile and be happy, not matter how much you’re going through because everyone is going through some battle in their life, and a smile can change everyones life or make it better.
Yes, The first verse is took from a Hilary Duff Song.
Some day you’ll find a place,
It’s a place that love takes over hate.
you’ll see all the things you do,
it effect everyone around you.
Than you’ll see there’s no fear to be afraid of
You held my hand we both pulled through
we took down that wall, together too
As I looked at you with nothing to say
Now I understand why you pushed me away
You had no strength in your eyes,
nothing to believe in, you were going to give up
But we broke your past in peace.
You had the strength in you, forever
So you shine with the light
and the days of the night
And you’ll shine underneath everyday
You stood tall, through your faith
as long as I helped pushed you through;
we push you through the welcoming doors
you opened your eyes
we realized a heart underneath,
underneath that smile of yours
it was covered up with hate.
we’ll fight your battles
we’lll be your strength and guide you
we’ll take your hand and walk with you
as long as me and you, we will never loose.
I’ll drop you down on a path,
Covered with guardian angels
And I’ll give you a gift to last you an eternity
To push you through
and the gift is called LOVE.
My First post on this new blog, I am here to express the way I am feeling or just absolute random topics.